RESURGAM
Spring Issue, 2025
Painting by Christiana Ulwelling
𓇢𓆸 From Dark Graves to Garden Light 𓇢𓆸
Letter From The Editor:
Dear Vessels,
When I began meditating on the word Resurgam, I knew it had grave-shaking, garden-making power. In Latin, Resurgam literally means, “I Shall Rise Again,” symbolizing the resurrection of Jesus Christ. Instantly I knew this would be the title of the next issue.
Inspired by the power of resurrection, I desired to create a place where people could let out their darkest of darks, to make room for light that heals, that frees from the inside out—through the gift of poetry and, as showcased for the first time in this journal, devotional essays. In other words, Resurgam: From Dark Graves to Garden Light is a masterpiece that reckons with this shift from death to life, illness to healing, hopelessness to hope. I am at a loss for words at the beauty that has emerged from this theme. To say that this journal is filled with life-changing words from so many real and raw writers is an understatement. In the spirit of Resurgam, I believe there will be deep transformation for the hearts that read this issue.
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In honor of Mental Health Awareness Month, Resurgam stands as a flame of hope in many ways this journal is dedicated to those living in the interior of psych wards right now, as we speak. Those who find themselves in sheer darkness, looking for Jesus. This journal also goes out to the Wounded Healer(s), inspired by Isaiah 53:5 which reads, “by his wounds we are healed.” Those who have embraced their wounds to make room for others to heal through the very wounds they share. This journal goes out to my family. Special thanks to Kimberly Phinney, and so many others, who emulate this so beautifully.
Be prepared for deep reckonings. Savor this journal. It is our most powerful yet. May these words give you a victorious spirit like Micah 7:8 which says, “Do not gloat over me, my enemy! Though I have fallen, I will rise. Though I sit in darkness, the LORD will be my light.” Deepest of gratitude to my amazing team, our image visionary, Gabrielle Johnson, and assistant editor, Courtney Moody. Without them, this wouldn’t have been possible—they’ve put true heart into this, a real labor of love. May each piece you take in inspires your heart with resurrection faith, knowing full well that no matter the mental or physical storms you’ve battled through, because of Christ, our body is rising, within the body risen. We shall rise again.
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Read more in my essay, Within the Ward, here.
Keep Burning Brightly,
Alexis Leigh Ragan
MASTHEAD
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Alexis Leigh Ragan, Editor-In-Chief
Gabrielle Johnson, Image Visionary
Courtney Moody, Assistant Editor
Christiana Ulwelling, Visiting Artist
About the Cover Artist:
Death by Audrey Bailey
A Letter to Crocus Sativus by Elizabeth Wickland
10,000 Small Deaths by Jason Fullerton
Incandescence by Anna Eastland
Hold the Flickering Flame by Ann Val
All Along by Kimberly Phinney
I Found God in the Rosebushes by Aberdeen Livingstone
Against the Darkness by Royal Rhodes
Night Burst by Chelsea Fraser
Ars Poetica with Light by Kimberly Phinney
SAD by Julia McMullen
Doubt is a Chrysalis by Amanda Nowlin
Is He Worthy by Mckenzie Hunt
Luminox by A. A. Kostas
When the News Anchor Says the Driest Desert on the Planet is in Bloom by Rosa Gilbert
Deinstitutionalization by Ed Pickel
For You Were Made from Dust by Ross Meyer
Golden Hour by Bethany Colas
To God and the Ravens by Kristine Amundrud
Liturgy From a Cubicle by Kendall Miller
A Stone to Roll by Anissa Kennedy
Light Bleeds Through Stained Glass by Kristine Amundrud
Loved Back to Light by Ashlyn Mckayla Ohm
Instead of "to Death" by Elle Rosamilia
The Secret Place by Lucien Levant
Exhaustion by Lea Emmett
Blessed Day by Noah Bartley
My Help in the Storm by Lea Emmett
A Certainty by Lauren Madsen
We Can Talk about God Without Saying "God" by Brandon Shane
Graveyard Tales by Christel Jeffs
No Darkness Has Power to Quench His Light by Donna Bucher
Landscapes by Kim Butler
[I am the Lord that Healeth Thee] by E.R. Skulmoski
Lessons with the Dead by Elle Rosamilia
In a Room. Awake. Doing Well. by Kendall Miller
Dancing in the Light of His Temple by Courtney Moody
Echoes of Tomorrow by Ryan Emerson
Can These Bones Live? by Ellie Hunja
Scars of Lost Stars by Ryan Emerson
Grace in the Garden by Samantha DeCosmo
Only Son by Robert Funderburk
Down Deep by Michelle Choiniere
Purple Clematis by Rosa Gilbert
Psalm At Night by Royal Rhodes
From the Dungeon of Despair to Unchained Hope by Donna Bucher
Lean Not by Anna Lynch
Life Giver by Carissa Early
The Floating Cup by A. A. Kostas
Gethsemane by Elle Rosamilia
Miracles by Elle Rosamilia
Light from the Creche by Royal Rhodes
A Psalm Called Remember by Cheryl Carlos
Lent Lily by Lauren Madsen
Secret Tree by Scott Schuleit
Sunrise by Ross Meyer
All the Lilies by Kristine Amundrud
As the Sun Sets by Ross Meyer
Chasms and Children: A Family Portrait by Mariana Mosli
Unexpected Playground by Noah Bartley
Life from the Deaths We Do Not Want to Die by Elizabeth Wickland
Prodigal Sunrise by Ed Pickel
Within the Ward by Alexis Ragan

